Friday, November 11, 2011

it isn't easy trying to tell you exactly what's on my mind.

Here's to the moment where we don't think about
right and wrong. Where we just lived, crossed our
fingers and hoped for the best.
He isn't anything like I expected.
He's so much more than that.
Never underestimate a girl like me, I'm like
no one you've ever met, and I'm stronger than
I may seem. You can't break me.
I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments, but I
promise you that there's a part of me worth keeping.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I'm not naive. I know what it's like to be completely broken, and I'm all too familiar with what it feels like to be hurt. I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh. I've been taken advantage of and used. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust has not diminished. And to be honest, I
hope it never does.
When a defining moment comes along, you can do one of two things. Define the moment, or let the moment define you.
The one person you have longed to hear from, you see.
Butterflies fill your heart, you can barely breathe.
Go for that feeling and never look back.
When she was young, all she wanted to do was find her
soul mate. Not only did she know he was right there
the whole time. She was naive and thought it was not
possible to find him at this age. Five years later, there
they are; hand in hand, chest to chest, together forever.
Every second brings a fresh beginning, every hour holds
a new promise, every night our dreams can bring hope,
and everyday is what you choose to make it.
But holding people away from you, and denying yourself
love, that doesn't make you strong. If anything it makes
you weaker, because you're doing it out of fear.
Go for the person who makes you smile with all your heart and soul. The person whom you can't wait to see or talk to. This is the person whom you're meant to be with. The person that you know in your heart is right for you.
Go ahead, hold his hand first. He may just be too scared to do it first. Stare into the eyes of the guy you like - memorize the color. Turn on your iPod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger - you never know what they'll become for you. Have a mental health day - you know you need it. Don't go on Facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it'll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? He doesn't like you back? Then he doesn't deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it's sexy and makes you feel confident. Go for somebody who you never thought of going for; they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don't, who will? Moral of the story is, you only live once.
He's the kind of guy that makes you love your name, just
because of the way he says it.
I never believed when people told me, "when one door closes another opens." You came back to me after I made a life changing choice. I'm a believer.
He said, "marry me someday?" I never actually thought
he meant it, until he thought I was gone forever. He
chased me, took my hand and looked into my eyes and
said, "I'm always yours."
Before I knew you, I was like a completely different
person. Not even a person, really. I had seen what love
could do to people, and it was hurt and sadness. Alone
was better. And then, suddenly there was you, and you
knew me. You saw me, and it was this thing. You make
me feel safe and warm. So, I get it now. I finally get
love, I really do.
If you never had anyone to always be there, well, now
you do; because from what I hear she will never really
leave you.
Don't count time. Make time count.
The test of love is not when we are together. It comes
when we are not together and realize that despite the
distance, love is still there.
You're not the kind of guy that would ignore me when
you're with your friends, but hold me tighter and kiss
me a little harder, just to make them jealous.
There are those occasional nights when you break down
and cry because everything's changing and there's
nothing you can do.

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